Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (Full Episode)

…i got my breast augmentation first of all that is so crazy to even hear you say i'm like oh my gosh no i'm not um but they have kind of been with me through it all…quotative · filler

…oh my gosh no i'm not um but they have kind of been with me through it all like when i blew up was over the holidays so it was thanksgiving and christmas and i was literally…filler · filler

…are too and people are calling them contacting them i remember there was something around christmas of me like on the news on espn and my dad's like alex he's like what is going on what are…filler · filler

…i remember there was something around christmas of me like on the news on espn and my dad's like alex he's like what is going on what are you posting on tiktok and then they kind of…quotative · filler

…was something around christmas of me like on the news on espn and my dad's like alex he's like what is going on what are you posting on tiktok and then they kind of downloaded the app…quotative · filler

…supportive throughout it all i love just hanging out with my family and bantering with them having dinner like you'll get to see but everything is very chaotic over here and there's always a lot going on…proper use

…here and there's always a lot going on you know sometimes i forget and they'll text me something like so niche that's going on in my life they're like what like you're wearing that top out tonight…filler · filler

…sometimes i forget and they'll text me something like so niche that's going on in my life they're like what like you're wearing that top out tonight alex like oh my god and i'm like i forget…quotative · filler

…forget and they'll text me something like so niche that's going on in my life they're like what like you're wearing that top out tonight alex like oh my god and i'm like i forget that they…filler · filler

…niche that's going on in my life they're like what like you're wearing that top out tonight alex like oh my god and i'm like i forget that they are watching this um but it's honestly nice…quotative · filler

…life they're like what like you're wearing that top out tonight alex like oh my god and i'm like i forget that they are watching this um but it's honestly nice because i feel like even if…quotative · filler

…and i'm like i forget that they are watching this um but it's honestly nice because i feel like even if we don't have the time to catch up they're always keeping up with me alright we're…proper use

…they're always keeping up with me alright we're off we're going to see my high school this is like that house we moved in probably when i was in like eighth grade i think but that's not…filler · filler

…to see my high school this is like that house we moved in probably when i was in like eighth grade i think but that's not where i grew up um i grew up with my mom…hedge · filler

…eighth grade i think but that's not where i grew up um i grew up with my mom like 30 minutes away from there your entire life like i can't sing like well this one i've actually…hedge · filler

…grew up um i grew up with my mom like 30 minutes away from there your entire life like i can't sing like well this one i've actually been practicing i can show for you um i…filler · filler

…grew up with my mom like 30 minutes away from there your entire life like i can't sing like well this one i've actually been practicing i can show for you um i was inspired after we…filler · filler

…i always say i said to my friends if i ever come out with music or you see like just know like i have been ambushed like i'm being held against my will or autotuning me like…filler · filler

…i said to my friends if i ever come out with music or you see like just know like i have been ambushed like i'm being held against my will or autotuning me like this is not…filler · filler

…if i ever come out with music or you see like just know like i have been ambushed like i'm being held against my will or autotuning me like this is not something i could ever do…filler · filler

…like just know like i have been ambushed like i'm being held against my will or autotuning me like this is not something i could ever do gonna enter this town right now it's called red bank…filler · filler

…what was going on i didn't know they were paparazzi i thought news broadcasters were interviewing the neighbors like i i really had no and one of them was even the governor of new york she was…filler · filler

…dinner it was right before dinner they said we're gonna be living apart my dad got a house like 10 minutes away they were gonna try and they were gonna see how that was kind of working…hedge · filler

…gonna try and they were gonna see how that was kind of working they never said it was like a final divorce but in that moment we kind of knew and i had speculations that something was…filler · filler

…would sit at the top of my staircase listening to it and before that they never really fought like i think it was like a pretty good normal family dynamic it was in like fourth grade i…filler · filler

…of my staircase listening to it and before that they never really fought like i think it was like a pretty good normal family dynamic it was in like fourth grade i started to kind of hear…filler · filler

…never really fought like i think it was like a pretty good normal family dynamic it was in like fourth grade i started to kind of hear commentary from people and i had an ipad at the…hedge · filler

…kind of hear commentary from people and i had an ipad at the time and i remember googling like you don't know that many people i'm googling my family and all of a sudden i see that…filler · filler

…get ice cream and it's really because there's paparazzi outside my house and he's hiding us from them like i had just felt like my world crashed down in that moment i didn't know the severity of…filler · filler

…really because there's paparazzi outside my house and he's hiding us from them like i had just felt like my world crashed down in that moment i didn't know the severity of what had happened between my…proper use

…you saw that on your ipad i had talked to my mom after and but you're so young like i didn't even fully understand what it was that why this woman was such a big deal that…filler · filler

…i felt in that moment i would try and just push it down a lot of the times like i would try not to comprehend it um i knew that i loved my family and issues would…filler · filler

…normal as possible and we wouldn't really talk too much about these issues or that if we did like there was nothing that we could really do about them or when my stepmom started to hang around…filler · filler

…woman and we had to be nice to her and this i wanted to rip her head off like it was very weird because i felt like i was 10yearold having to be more mature than someone…filler · filler

…her and this i wanted to rip her head off like it was very weird because i felt like i was 10yearold having to be more mature than someone 20 30 years older than me so i…proper use

…10yearold having to be more mature than someone 20 30 years older than me so i don't know like in the moment i didn't realize how much that would have affected me and now i look back…filler · filler

…have affected me and now i look back and whoa i mean you can imagine middle school is like peak people are bullying each other like tearing each other down so obviously they had a oneup to…filler · filler

…back and whoa i mean you can imagine middle school is like peak people are bullying each other like tearing each other down so obviously they had a oneup to just shit on me and shit on…filler · filler

…people making comments about it which people weren't allowed to hang out with me people weren't allowed to like come over to my house like if i wanted to invite the girls over i remember one day…filler · filler

…people weren't allowed to hang out with me people weren't allowed to like come over to my house like if i wanted to invite the girls over i remember one day i was like oh we should…filler · filler

…to my house like if i wanted to invite the girls over i remember one day i was like oh we should go have like snacks and like i don't know gator eight at my house before…quotative · filler

…wanted to invite the girls over i remember one day i was like oh we should go have like snacks and like i don't know gator eight at my house before we go to this middle school…filler · filler

…the girls over i remember one day i was like oh we should go have like snacks and like i don't know gator eight at my house before we go to this middle school dance and we…filler · filler

…parents would kind of tell my mom and she would tell me kind of the harsh truth of like why this can't happen she would have to sit sit me down and be like this like you…filler · filler

…harsh truth of like why this can't happen she would have to sit sit me down and be like this like you know they don't really respect us i feel bad for her but i feel like…quotative · filler

…of like why this can't happen she would have to sit sit me down and be like this like you know they don't really respect us i feel bad for her but i feel like i wish…filler · filler

…like this like you know they don't really respect us i feel bad for her but i feel like i wish i had someone to kind of lean on in that moment i feel like i was…proper use

…i feel like i wish i had someone to kind of lean on in that moment i feel like i was leaning on myself a lot of the time because i didn't want to stress anyone else…proper use

…was trying to look out for everyone else maybe but myself in the time so i was just like okay we're just gonna bottle this up and not talk about it but i i wish that i…quotative · filler

…we're just gonna bottle this up and not talk about it but i i wish that i could like go back and have her talk to someone about what was happening in that moment because i just…filler · filler

…back and have her talk to someone about what was happening in that moment because i just was like okay this is like life this is normal like this is what's happening like whatever we're not going…quotative · filler

…talk to someone about what was happening in that moment because i just was like okay this is like life this is normal like this is what's happening like whatever we're not going to my house for…filler · filler

…was happening in that moment because i just was like okay this is like life this is normal like this is what's happening like whatever we're not going to my house for the pregame hatred towards the…filler · filler

…because i just was like okay this is like life this is normal like this is what's happening like whatever we're not going to my house for the pregame hatred towards the situation and it was it's…filler · filler

…felt a lot of emotion and i was super upset and i couldn't let that out kind of like there was nowhere for me to kind of go or talk to or like i don't know like…filler · filler

…that out kind of like there was nowhere for me to kind of go or talk to or like i don't know like i didn't really ever let that out so i just would deal with these…filler · filler

…like there was nowhere for me to kind of go or talk to or like i don't know like i didn't really ever let that out so i just would deal with these emotions within myself my…filler · filler

…was talking about this governor's affair and said exactly what had happened who it had happened with and like looked me in the eyes while this was going on in class and i remember my classmates looking…filler · filler

…the eyes while this was going on in class and i remember my classmates looking at me and like laughing because this was like about my family and this is something he was literally teaching in history…filler · filler

…going on in class and i remember my classmates looking at me and like laughing because this was like about my family and this is something he was literally teaching in history class because i don't i…filler · filler